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Last entry for April. This log has been a good exercise so far, and I'm going to continue writing in it. We got back from Brian's wedding last night at about 7:30; we both had a great time. My stomach decided it wasn't happy on Saturday night and I was up with the Genny Screamers until 4am or so; that and sleeping on the couch so I wouldn't wake everybody up really put a hurt on my body. My neck is still aching from Mom and Dad's cratered guest bed, a night on the the couch, and my return to my own pillows. I do have to say, though, it's great to have a solid 8 hours' sleep behind me- I feel awake and alive. I think I'm going to put a moratorium on staying awake past 11:30 this week to see how well I perform at work on 7 hours' sleep. I'm out of vacation time and out of sick leave, I think. I probably have 4 hours' sick time and maybe 4 of vacation with this new pay period. sigh. Mom was telling me everybody got some great porch time on Sunday after we left- that made me jealous and sad that I don't live closer to them. For some reason, I'm feeling a little nostalgic for playing Marathon. In 1996, I had just bought my first computer, a Mac IIcx, and I worked at Hopkins in a window office over the Harbor; they had e-mail but only internally; I bought an AOL account and used it on their 9600K modem. I got the demo on a CD from MacUser and installed it on the office 840av; the first day I played it it scared the shit out of me and hooked me completely. I played it constantly for the next 6 months. All I wanted was somebody to play with me- you could network it up and play on a LAN; I worked with a bunch of 40-year-old sociologists and lifer Hopkins drones. My cx would only play it at the lowest settings and with 256 colors; I had to devote all system resources to play it at anything near a decent speed. I had Hopkins buy me a Supra 28.8 modem and would spend hours in my office downloading maps for the game; then I'd stay at work for 2 hours or until dark playing each one. In the early days of '98, I had a job at an Internet design firm with a T1 and spent hours at a now-deceased site called the Marathon Hyper-Archive where this guy had collected all the maps people had created. I was able to get about 65% of the maps for all the different iterations of the games Bungie created, and archived them on CD. I figure it's fun to go back and play the games every couple of years- sort of like busting out the Intellivision or the Atari 2600 for an afternoon of beers and Space Invaders. bill@billdugan.com | link | scroll --> |
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Last night I set up the SMC router and got my 8500 and the laptop out to the internet; if I had known it would be that easy, I would have bought the damn router a year ago! What an easy setup. I mistakenly installed VirtualPC on the 8500 thinking I was going to have to install some PC software onto the machine, or at least a set of web pages with the information to connect to the router. After installing VPC 3.0/Win 98, and realizing it only worked with G3's and above, I installed 2.1 and the updater, and then accessed the pages on the router- the machine itself has a series of pages you access by using the localhost DNS. What a snap! After plugging in the appropriate login and password, I was online in about 10 minutes. Now I have to get the NT box up with DHCP and then the MKLinux box as well- that one should be the true test. i did find some great links though, that will hopefully make it easier- if I have to do the whole makefile runaround, I'm going to just bite the bullet and chance reinstalling the OS right over top of the old, and hope I can get the server running again. Or, I'll figure out how to assign it a static IP in that internal range- I might do that for all the machines, if it's easy enough. One thing that might be cool is to set up the 8500 to automatically cycle on at about 7am and go right to the news page, or maybe bring up Outlook Express to check mail. Then it would shut itself down at 8, after I've gone for the train. Now I'm wondering what will be better to do- set up the 8500 as a server or the NT box; the cool thing is it doesn't really matter because any machine on the router can access and edit the config pages! The NT server will definitely need a static IP if I'm going to be using it as an AppleShare server; I think I could see it as a volume if I just put it on the router through DHCP, but I'm not sure about that. Tonight:
1:44 PM. I just found out my old company, Cidera, just laid off an additional 50 people. I'm trying to get some more details from my friend Brad, who gave me the heads-up. 2:24 PM. Listening to Daft Punk/Homework. Who would have thought that a couple of Frogs could create some good electronica? Ideas for the log pages:
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I continued shopping with Jen last night for dresses for a weddin' in Texas. We were able to find two very beautiful dresses in what I'm told is a sheath style, very inexpensively, with a sexy pair of shoes. I know how hard it is to find the right outfit, and we did it (with a backup) in about 2 hours last night. Plus, i found a groovy pair of nubuck saddle shoes and nice German-made steak knives. I like Marshall's a LOT. On the train ride home yesterday I was able to get the layout for the May log together; I cribbed form a design I saw yesterday, but altered it and made it work for me. I like it, and I'm excited to use a font style other than Verdana- I dislike serifed fonts in HTML (Times New Roman,) but I think this layout lends itself to Georgia well. Note: use Clarendon... UNKLE, 'Main Title Theme' Tonight:
I started playing with AvantGo, the Palm software, this afternoon, after reading about them on News.com. It's pretty cool, and the software works really well. I have a Palm IIIxe, and I've been using about 0.0005 of the available 8MB of memory. What it does is load a fresh copy of channel info onto your Palm every time you HotSync- mostly webpages from places like CNN, the Wall Street Journal, and others. Then you can take it with you and (providing your batteries are good) read the daily news while waiting on the train. Unfortunately they just laid off 50 people in order to remain competitive. Sorry, folks. They should have charged for the service (shhh) and created a better business plan for themselves. bill@billdugan.com | link | scroll --> |
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Dangit. left my coffee sitting on the table at home this morning. I have a thirsty taste in my mouth, and wanting my homebrewed coffee is making it worse. Riding the train could be a lot worse in the morning; today the sun is peeking out through the clouds like a flashlight through linen. it's warm but not hot; sleeping last night we only needed a sheet and later on, a blanket. I passed the Laurel racetrack a minute ago, and there are beautiful horses being warmed up through the light fog across the infield. Hard to believe I worked in this town for a year and never got to see a race. From the Washington Post this morning: A story about PSINet, the hosting company who bought the rights to name the Ravens stadium in Baltimore (The town I live and pay taxes in) and who still owes something like 78 milion over the next 18 years to keep it. Well, they just annoucned they're getting delisted from Nasdaq. Oh, and they also lost 3.2 billion dollars last quarter. Yeah, billion with a 'B'. Message for Pique the cat: Come back, stupid. There's no food out there. You have been neutered. You can't do the nasty with no nuts. Wrigley's Spearmint gum loses its flavor after five minutes. You have been warned. bill@billdugan.com | link | scroll --> |
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Just slowed my breathing down to a normal pace, after running for the train. I had to ditch my coffee on the floor of the car. Not again. I can't keep dealing with late nights. I get to sleep at 12:30 and that means I have a grand total of about 6 hours' sleep in the morning. I don't like being at work after three days and 18 hours of sleep. Jen's neighbor gave her his old Mac after upgrading his model; it's an 8100/80, a venerable machine, and it comes with a quick hard drive, modem, Zip drive, and a Deskwriter 550c. I installed a fresh copy of System 8 on it last night, and I need to upgrade that to 8.1 with new modem and printer software. From the Los Angeles Times this morning: Today's sign that it could have been worse: I have to say, it is still blowing my mind how stupid some of the people out in Silicon Valley were with the whole Internet boom. Sure it was a great ride, but did they really think they had ten years to blow through venture capital and become profitable? And I think of all the jackasses over here on the East coast living like they thought it was the West coast. I had a VP who told me a high-powered business exec friend of his called in a bomb threat to a departing airplane they were late for, just so they could make the last flight out of town. He thought that was so cool. What an asshole. I can understand people being rockstars over on the West coast about a year ago, but to work in Laurel, MD and act like you just got back from delivering the keynote at SXSW every day is foolish. Just got the SMC unit I was talking about a few days ago. Looks good! If I have time, I'm going to try it out tonight- pull the 3Com hub in the office and drop this in its' place. We'll see how easy it is to hook up... bill@billdugan.com | link | scroll --> |
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OK, now I'm thinking seriously about this motorcycle thing. Some ideas:
The drawbacks:
Hmmm..... Here is a great overview of PPPoE from Vicomsoft. I also found a site where the guy reviews different networking hardware, with a home-user background. This is actually a troubleshooting page for the Linksys router I'm thinking of buying. OK, after reading the information on the practicallynetworked site, I decided to go with a different machine- an SMC unit. The SMC is an 8-port switch, autosensing 10/100, and has the additional features of being a windows print server and port mapping. The reasoning is that instead of the DSL modem, a $100 router, then a hub, I'd cut out the hub and get a better deal- an 8-port switch in its place; plus I can share the Laserjet out if I put it on the NT server. I ordered it today from an outfit called Computers4sure.com for $155. bill@billdugan.com | link | scroll --> |
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Last night I flattened the 8500, which was running LinuxPPC, and re-initialized the hard drive. It's now got a fresh install of OS9 running on the 270-MB secondary drive, which used to be Beta. I'm setting it up as the scanner/printer/internet/zip station, so that Jen can work on her portfolio and hopefully start learning some Dreamweaver and HTML. The decision was a hard one, but made easier by the fact that the 7100 still runs strong and smooth with a 3-year-old install of MKLinux and Apache 3.1. At some point I'll retire that one and get the 8500 running better (never was able to get Apache configured properly with LinuxPPC) but until then (or such time as I get OS X running smooth on the laptop) we'll keep it like that. The proliferation of cables and wiring under the desk is bugging me again too. Looking to clean up and clear out a lot of the junk under there, and looking forward to getting rid of a lot of hardware when I put the closet in downstairs. Thinking about the Linksys router last night, I realized two things:
Meanwhile, OS X keeps pissing me off. I got the latest version of Apache, downloaded it, and installed it via some instructions I found on StepWise. When I started up the service, it failed, claiming it couldn't write to the sys/log/ file. Apple decided not to make an application which would start and stop services (or at least not make it readily apparent) so I can't tell if it's running or not. I'm gonna try rebooting into OS X and re-starting the process today, and see if it works. If not...? As for the house, my checklist is as follows:
Some poor girl in some small town got suspended from school for using sign language on the bus. The school authorities thought it was a 'safety hazard'. Let me just ask this: What the hell is up with people in this stupid country? doesn't anybody have a lick of common sense? I think this whole society is headed right into the toilet. A final rant, and this is directed at Apple: You'd better hurry up and get the documentation for OS X wired tighter than a drum, and make people interested and excited about something. yeah, it's a cool idea. Yeah, it will be fast/stable/neato. Big deal. I still have absolutely no reason to run it, I have no idea how to install simple programs for it, and any documentation written by anybody for anything close to a UNIX program is a piece of junk. Apache, one of the only reasons I would ever use UNIX, suffers from horrible documentation, an arcane and confusing download/installation/configuration process, and cryptic error messages. My suggestions:
I just found out Triumph is making morotcycles again. Call me stupid, call me an idiot, but I would love a brand-new Bonneville. bill@billdugan.com | link | scroll --> |
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Last night Jen and I saw the Old 97's up in Towson at a great little club called the Recher Theatre. The show was really great- a lot of rockabilly through a punk/country filter. Jen and I decided the guitarist was an engineer in disguise, the lead singer was channelling Paul Westerberg and the bassist was taking cues from Paul Weller and Ringo all at the same time. A rollicking good show. I was telling her last night how long it's been since I've seen live music. It's been, honestly, about a year or so since I paid to see music; Rich Bruder and I saw a great 40's swing/lounge band up in Philly last year, and before that it was probably about a year- most likely the Scofflaws the night before Matt and Sophie left for San Francisco. Today is blustery and cold, and last night leaving the theatre it was actually sleeting. What the hell? It's frickin' April here, man! No progress on the house in about 4 weeks. I'm getting very very antsy. I want this stuff done. Jen and I usually sleep in till about 11 or so on the weekends, but I think I need to do a few early mornings and get this thing rolling again. I can't be worrying about it in the middle of June- I want it done now. Today's sign that it could have been much worse. bill@billdugan.com | link | scroll --> |
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I found a really cool product online today that for $100 is going to make my internal network work a whole lot better. It's a Linksys Cable/DSL router, and it should share out my DSL connection via DHCP to all the other machines on my network through my 12-port hub. I'm looking at this as a much easier solution, because originally I was going to attempt installing Dialup services on my NT box for the DSL modem, then installing another NIC card and then attempting to serve out the IPs from that machine. If the router is the DHCP server, that cuts out about 2 months and $200 of problems. So I'll have, when all is said and done, wired up in the basement: Phone line --> DSL Modem --> Cable/DSL Router --> SMC hub --> Ethernet through the whole house. With the hub doing the work for now, I should be able to utilize every jack in the house as DHCP connections. Plus the router acts as a pseudo-firewall; I can't add any other software, but nobody can get in, if I read the documentation right. I may splurge this week and just buy the damn thing to get it up and running up in the office while I get the rest of the wiring completed in the basement. That way I could actually start using my NT box for surfing the internet alongside the Mac. So much for my attempted ban on spending this month. bill@billdugan.com | link | scroll --> |
This rain is getting old. Especially after travelling north this weekend up into New York and sunshine for almost the whole weekend. The whole Mid-Atlantic region has been underwater for the last few weeks, and it's getting pretty annoying. I want warm weather, sunshine, and fresh air. Jen and I went to the parents' for easter, and had a fantastic time; it was a great introduction to the family for her. Every time I go up there, I find something new and interesting to look at. This time Jen and I explored the house next door, which has been abandoned since the 60's and is slowly falling apart. We couldn't get inside, but we peeked through the windows; it's a huge old mansion and is full of ornate woodwork, tall cielings, and hardwood floors. The barn up in back is a treasure-hunter's dream- lots of old stuff piled in there and waiting for somebody to pull it out and clean it up. Dad is happy with his new workbench down in the basement and a whole table full of sprouting seeds- he has a whole selection of vegetables, herbs, and flowers he's planting for the summer. It's great to see him gardening again. If I can swing it, I'm going to try to flex-time in two weeks for Uncle Brian and Jill's wedding, which unfortunately is on a friday. That promises to be a good time, and I'd like not to miss it.
Today's sign that it could have been much worse. The hardtop is off the Scout and safely stored away in the basement; the sotf top is back on and the doors close much better now, strangely enough. I need to get the new windshield fixed up and put on her so I'm not worried about that falling off or falling on me as I drive. I'm going to bring her down to Erick's for some window work as well as some gentle prodding to see if he can do some bodywork on her. She ran great the whole way up and back, and kept us safe and dry the whole way home. Joey Ramone is dead. Vaya con dios. bill@billdugan.com | link | scroll --> |
Today, even though the sky is gray and cloudy, spitting cold rain, I'm oddly optimistic, and feeling good. yesterday I had a hard time focusing on things, and I feel it was in no small part due to a sense of disconnectedness (if that is such a word) at work and in my personal life. I got on the phone with my buddy Matt last night and talked with him for about an hour to catch up, and it was great. I miss him, and his girlfriend Sophie, two of my best friends from college. I've felt, for the last few months, like people have been pulling away, and this is in no small part due to my poor skills at keeping people in my life. I'm noticing the message light on my machine does not blink anymore, not with the frequency it used to. That upsets me, and adds to my sense of lonliness a guilt that's hard to shake.
From the New Yorker last week: the definition of Coulrophobia: morbid, irrational fear of or aversion to clowns.
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Another sort of dull day; not a whole lot going on. I saw the Mead 1999 Annual Report show today- the rep came around with all the entrants lined up around the table, and brought pizza. Some fantastic work. Beautiful annual reports that must have cost a fortune to make.
Well, here goes: I'm writing out a check to T.Rowe Price for my IRA this year, after losing half my paper value since January. Makes me want to puke, really. As much as I hate thinking about throwing good money after bad, it's not like I've lost any money, just my valuation on paper. Still, it's depressing to see the valuation dropping that much.
On the positive side, I saw a guy driving a beautiful early-model 1210 Travelall to work this morning. Teal green, split grille, funky split arrow brake lights, no panels, and lifted about 4". I want one bad, now. It's the kind of truck where it could look very cool or very stupid, depending on what size tires you have on it and how it's lifted.
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I woke up tired this morning, but after the thunderstorms had stopped and the sun came out, I smelled the first real spring morning we've had this year. Jen and I did one of my favorite things yesterday: We took a walk down the waterfront in Canton to Fell's Point and stopped at Lista's, a sort of second-rate mexican restaurant with a first-rate Margarita. She and I had spent an evening there our first night getting to know each other, drinking Margaritas and talking, on a hot summer night last year, up on the deck under an almost full moon. There's something about the wind blowing in off the water, heat of the day rising from the floor beneath you, and watching the ripples and eddies below to make an evening special. I think I'll always remember that evening as a fantastic one.
She is afraid now, that our relationship is reaching the boring stage, where we take each other for granted. I wish, sometimes, that I had the words to tell her how much I look forward to her company, how much I live to make her laugh, and how much I want to make her happy.
I heard back from the poster guy today! He was out of town. I'm going to order about 4 of these, and I can't wait to get them in. I'm going to have to drop some scratch on framing now. I love the whole story behind this company, and the idea that bill@billdugan.com | link | scroll --> |
Warm, overcast day today. I drove the Scout to the train station, and noticed a strange hiccup in the idle when she's cold- a first. I think the choke needs to be adjusted, which is not a surprise, considering that I had the carb rebuilt almost three years ago. It will be very good to have the top off her again this year, although I'm still scrambling to find somebody to do the bodywork. As it is, the sills behind the B pillars are going, and every time I get in the truck, I hear the B pillar on the driver's side settle. I have almost all the money together for a new fiberglas tub, but I'm going to need at least that much more (roughly $4,000) to convince somebody to help me with the work.
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Beautiful day outside. Ate lunch on the steps of the church. Tired now. Head hurts. Will take Advil. bill@billdugan.com | link | scroll --> |
11:18 - Working on some scripts this morning, and I found all the old notes scripts from 2 years ago archived on CD. I also found most of the old sites I did at System Source on CD as well, except for the one I was looking for, The Jewish Times. It's really good to see that I've not lost a lot of the reasoning and learning I did a few years back- I was able to identify problems I made two years ago and fix them, as well as look at some of the problems and begin to think about new ways to solve them. I'm really excited to get working on this. Still no word from the Globe poster guy. That bums me out- I want a bunch of those. I replaced cnn.com today on my links page with abcnews.com's newsflash page; after a long relationship with cnn.com going back to about 1997, I can't use their site anymore. it's just too much hassle to find any news worth looking at. So I'm going to give the Mouse a try, and see if their newsfeed is any better. I might give the AP site a whirl after that, but other than those sites I don't know who else has a decent online newsfeed. As for other news sites, I can't get over how much news.com and zdnews.com are the same. One REAL bad thing about this economic tailspin we're in right now is that all the content portals have curtailed their reporting to the bare minimum- I fear in a few years that the only thing to read will be direct pulls off the AP newsfeed. Which is about all the current newspapers ever print anymore.
Baltimore-the City That Reads. Too bad the city newspaper, once home of H.L. Mencken, is now designed and written for a 7th-grade education level. No shit. Somewhere it was just published that this city is proud owner of the highest rate of syphilis in the country. Isn't that nice. bill@billdugan.com | link | scroll --> |
11:00 - Today is a beautiful spring day. I got to spend about 15 minutes outside at lunch, basically walking to and from work. It had better not rain this weekend, or I'm going to go out of my mind. I got Dan to set up permissions on the Scripts directory at billdugan.com, so I'm starting to get back into working in Perl. My ultimate goal will be to have this log set up as an online form so i can enter text and have it read out of a text file on the server. Then I'll work on database stuff, after I've mastered getting it in and out of a simple text file, and formatting the page the way i want it. With the condition of my office, and the brutal realization that A. I'll never be able to get a static IP for my NT box at the house via DSL for less than $40/mo, and B. it'll take me another three months to get the basement/house wiring/server closet finished at this snail's pace, I'd rather have the scripting access set up on the server to work from either at home or at work. I started reading a $30 'Learning Perl' book I got at the now dying Bibelot down in Canton; somehow I'm ready to get back into this stuff. I feel like my mind is opening up with possibilities and it's soaking up information like a sponge. It's an exciting feeling. I need to find the Visual Quickstart Guide to CGI I bought two years ago- that was the book that seemed to work the best for me. Teller the cat, after making a slow recovery from some eye booger problem, turned up lame yesterday. He's not using his left front paw too much, and last night was remarkably laid back- more so than usual. I figure he must have sprained it jumping off the tower of crap in the living room yesterday. 3:55 - Today is almost blindingly dull. If I don't stop working on this site soon, and get back to designing, I'm going to lose my damn mind. The Flash stuff is over for the time being, and the client keeps postponing the meeting. The only bright spot has been finding the old Perl scripts and playing with JavaScript a little bit. My back hurts and my eyes are tired. God, do I sound like a whiny bitch. 4:55 - Not much better. I want to go home. bill@billdugan.com | link | scroll --> |
On the train to DC this morning. Feeling tired (thanks daylight savings) and sick (sore throat.) Jen and I drove to Laurel yesterday to hit some thrift stores and do some cheapo shopping; the Salvation Army store was closed, so we couldn't drop off a carload of donations. (List: a box o' pants, from when I was thrifting about 7 years ago, and buying Levis and Gap khakis that didn't fit for outdoor contracting; Shirts from high school, and a black turtleneck that didn't fit when i bought it.) New favorite store: Rugged Wearhouse. Bought a Timberland windbreaker for $40, marked down from $90, and a pair of Levi's for $17. gotta love that. 2:30 PM: Flash sucks. Saturday night was the Addy awards here in DC. We all got dudded up in our wedding suits and taffeta and co-mingled with the beautiful people from the DC design scene. The whole evening was open bar, so it sort of became a race to get as liquored up as we could on someone else's dime. Very fun, very interesting peoplewatching.
After that was over, we hit Bedrock Billiards up in Adams-Morgan and played bar games until 3am. I haven't thrown darts in about 7 years, and I forget just how much I love to. They didn't have a foosball table, which sucks- I need to get some foos-zen going again. Let us now doff our caps in memory of the now-deceased 75-cent Tornado at the mighty Fletcher's in Fell's Point. Amen. Cool site of the day: a no-name poster site selling original Globe Printing Company stock. I want several of these. They're bad-ass as all hell. I e-mailed the guy today to get some prices on some of the better ones. 5:30 PM: Flash rules. | link |
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